Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Bad Mood

I woke up this morning after having bad dreams. Coffee tastes like shit, because we ran out of coffee, and I have a pot made of mixed brands.
Maybe I shouldn't even post anything today, because I feel so negative.
I am not at peace, I am in conflict. I have advertising coming up for my business. At the same time, I feel my business isn't solid enough and I am starting a new job on Monday. After I start the new job, I won't have time for the business.
If I made a choice, take the new job and stop the business, or don't take the new job and push the business, (like pushing a car with four flat tires), I'd be fine, but I am not fine, I am split down the middle.
I feel like I can't see the truth inside myself.
And I'm angry. I want to know what to do.

7 Comments:

Blogger Coffee Slut said...

Follow your heart.

Then, go to the store and buy good coffee!!!

July 13, 2011 8:12 AM  
Blogger The Future Was Yesterday said...

I have no advice; I refer you

here. Good luck!

July 13, 2011 8:27 AM  
Blogger Jess said...

One thing I can agree on is mixing the coffee thing is horrible! Did that last weekend and had to go out and buy some pre-made Starbucks in a bottle at the convenient store.

The other stuff though...it is a tough time...but it won't feel as bad tomorrow as it did today. Things always work out; it is waiting for it to work out that is the hardest damn part.

Also, I wish you weren't 2.5 million miles away cause I CANNOT figure out my receiver for my surround sound at home. I never thought a piece of technology could kick my ass so much! I need a man of your talents! :)

July 13, 2011 8:35 AM  
Blogger M said...

I've been feeling the same way about work lately, too. Whether to keep editing or get a good paying job. I feel for you. I hope everything goes your way today and that your good mood soon returns. Remember, our troubles are only temporary. Everything always works out. :)

July 13, 2011 9:06 AM  
Blogger YELLOWDOG GRANNY said...

first ..knock off the coffee, it's bad for you and probably why your so indecisive.then? do what puts money on the table..then rework your business idea.

July 14, 2011 9:10 AM  
Blogger pilgrimscottage said...

Don't we all get those days! I think "yellowdog granny" has the right idea about the business.

July 14, 2011 7:40 PM  
Blogger Jill/Twipply Skwood said...

I'm sorry Mark. I see that you did choose to go with the new job. But, you know, you don't have to decide about forever, just for now. I hope you make peace with your decision.

July 18, 2011 8:06 AM  

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